When I was working I spent a lot of time in Cancer Diagnostics.
We got a lot of "frequent fliers" that were several years post treatment. It seemed to me that those that had a very positive view on life did better than those that were more dispondant about their prognosis.
One memorable person who was ten years after his bowel cancer treatment used to say " I look in the deaths column every week in the local newspaper, and if my name is not in it I figure I am winning"
I think he was correct in his view and those that take a positive view do better.
Get back into a Morgan and enjoy every moment, it can only be beneficial.