My heart goes out to you Chris.....I have been through the ordeal several times myself.
I swore that I would never have another after having to euthanize my Franky last September.
(Chronic Kidney Disease) He had been with me for over 19 years.
Then, early this Spring I heard some faint meowing in one of my hedges and my heart melted once more.
She is a fantastic huntress, but also knows how to relax!....seems tractor seats make good cat futons.
I've named her "Tootsie". smile
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