Scott, all contributions are welcome, it's just that much of what you say has not really been very constructive, although it is obvious it comes from the heart and we understand the sentiments you are feeling. I don't think anyone would really want to seriously criticise you for your spelling and grammar, especially now we know you started later in life, my spelling is not the best, but I [almost] always read through my posts to see if they make sense and mostly, are spelt right, it just helps people take you more seriously, it doesn't in any way make what you do any the less good.
Keep your comments coming but just have an idea of how they might sound to others, as sometimes people can get the wrong meaning on the internet.
